Thursday, 28 June 2007
9.45amThere is no words that could describe how am I feeling at this moment.
Stupid.
Fooled.
Guilty.
Horrendously sad.
The past week has been filled with unpleasant surprises. To make matters worse, people at work and at home tried to CHEAT ME ! ! !
Am I soooooo gullible ? Naive ? Sorry folks, but this is my nature ! I take things when they come on the first instance that they get to me !
I also realised it is very hard NOT to develop feelings for those who are soooo close to you, especially those at work. You crap with them, cry with them and got escalated with them most of the time. How the HELL do you detach emotions and personal feelings from them ??? They are, after all, human beings. They need love, care and attention. Do I give all these to them too much ? Especially to the ladies ???
When I was engaged, I was damn sure that I could separate professionalism and personal feelings. Now... I am an emotional wreck. Outside cool and steady... inside hurting real bad. Maybe need to take a break from emotions...
To sum things up, Thierry Henry is now a Barcelona player. Personally, I wish him all the best and thank him for all that he has done to the Greatest Football Club in the World. I think it is high time players like Cesc Fabregas and Robin van Persie step up to the challenge and transform themselves to Arsenal legends like Ian Wright and Dennis Bergkamp.
Zaki van Persie