Monday, 30 July 2007
1.38pmTo all the folks who wrote in comments. I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
To be honest, I just rediscover peace on Friday, after posting all those nasty things. Heh, I cannot believe that I've just mentioned it too. Hahah... I have to admit, it has been a while since I did what I am supposed to do. But once you do it, you have got to admit, God is Almighty. He have the power to make you feel anything at the slightest of effort. Heh.. Thank God for God hahaha...
For a while there, I forgot my life mantra. Let people trouble you but not you trouble people. Heh, when you apply that to someone and that someone is gone, all purpose of that mantra simply almost (quote, almost) vanished into thin air until I decided to whine to God. I have never felt sooo much peace in all my life when I did that.
So, you folks do what you do, as always, and let me be. In due time, that vast depth of patience will return, maybe with some help (calling all single and hurt ladies out there heheheh...). No promises, but I will try my very best to say "Its Okay, Its Alright, ;-). Its healed, not fully, but healing and slowly being pieced back together one by one.
Zaki van Persie