Thursday, 26 July 2007
1.00pmAgain and again I am fooled. Again and again I am fooled. Again and again I am fooled.
I cannot take this anymore. I do not have friends in work. If they choose to be friends so be it. Do not expect any more from me. I am tired of giving freebies. At least, Bunny is better. She make me happy in more ways than one. No doubt she treat me like garbage for most of the time, she did loved me and make me feel that I am the most important person in the world. Others just make use of me like some kind of a kitchen rag and throw it away once it is dirty.
I feel so stupid. Used and used over and over again. Do not blame me for feeling this way.
I am not being personal. Others have their own reasons for screwing up and expect you to take it. I can't. I cannot have that luxury 'cause you folks are fucking stingy to give me that. I wish I can take back all those luxuries. So from now on... work is work. Personal stays at my ass. Trouble at work ? I will try my very best at my work level capacity to help. Otherwise, it is not my problem. Other people resign you also want to resign. You guys can go ahead for all I care. Changes are consistent. You are just colleagues. I treat you people as friends and I get hurt along the way.
Some people are not happy with you, they make monkey faces to others and expect others to understand them but they do not want to understand you. Others can have problems and they can drag them to work. But I can't. Sigh. The IRONY.
Folks,
You do not like me, say it straight in my face.
I have been there and done that.
It is not an alien environment to me.
BUT DO NOT LET IT AFFECT YOUR WORK.
IT IS YOUR FAULT IF YOU DO SO
AT LEAST I MIX WORK AND PLEASURE BUT I DO NOT LET WORK PERFORMANCE DROP.
KNOW YOUR ROLE AND SHUT YOUR MOUTH.
Yeah, I know I am bad and I can tell anybody I am fucking lousy, bad motherfucker, son of a bitch, yadda yadda... I do not need the free advert from you.
NOT HAPPY WITH ME AT WORK ???
Please do complain to Management.
Please see my supervisor for appropriate emails.
NOT HAPPY WITH ME PERSONALLY ???
TELL MY MOM AND KILL ME. One less human being on Earth. Free Lodging and Food at Changi Chalet.
I AM SICK OF THIS BULLSHIT.
I SUCK, SO WHAT ?
I AM SHIT, SO WHAT ?
I AM USELESS, SO WHAT ?
DID I DISTURB YOUR GRANDMA'S BIKE ???
AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHH !
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