Thursday, 23 August 2007
9.20amWow, such a long time since I have updated this. Well, lots have been happening to me lately. I found out what's black and what's white. What's true and what's false. Who's who and what's what. Makes me sick to the bone but oh well, that's how the world runs nowadays... sigh ~~~
But otherwise, life has been good. Apart from me not being able to get my chicken barbecue pasta from Fig & Olive (Vivo City branch). Man, what a bad way to start my experience there ! The waiter actually gave one of my friend a choco milkshake bath ! I have to admit, it took me days to recover from that shock. No more moving milkshakes for me. My jeans only suffered minor "flesh" wound from the spill. Hah, but Ariff's Levi's became choco worn out. New radical style !
I couldn't help but realizing that I am now nothing but a rag. When there is a spill, people start to use you. When you can no longer soak the spills, people treat u like what old rags are being treated. Thats what you get when you are too close to people. It hurts you alot. Like BUNNY. It still hurts.
But I would like to thank you folks out there too. These are all life experiences. You have got to learn it someday somehow. Its painful but the truth hurts. People do not give a damn about me, hell why should they ? They have their own lives to worry about. Maybe in my next job, or my next life for that matter, team player and work matters from 9 to 6 (8.45 to 6.30 for some places, God knows why). Own life afterwards... no good to mix both together. Work is work. Personal is personal. Do not care about them. Care about their work only. Cos if they screw work, they screw you. When they screw you, you end up writing this piece of shit, like me. Being nice is also not the way either. But there are diamonds among the sands... People who you can truly call friends. Both at work and personally. For these people, I thank you and God. There is, indeed, hope. Hope folks, Hope.
Some people have their own charismatic aura surrounding them. Its their God-given gift to them. Unfortunately, I do not have that. What I do have is, however, is the God-given gift to irritate people around me. Well, at least thats how people feel when they are around me. Its okay for others to do things that people forbid me to do... I shall not go there now. I choose not to bother anymore. I came to work to earn a living. People dun like me, well there is God. If you do not believe in God, there is always your weenie to talk to...
So here I am now... whining. That is one power that God gave to everyone. Praying is a symbol of being thankful to God. And of course the "whining" session afterwards... Everyone whines. If you do not like whiners, then dun pray then. Pray to your weenie and blow it afterwards... some singer did it...
Among all these chaos, it seems like my personal SECRET BOX is increasing in terms of contents ! Woohoo ! This is fun ! No worries, no government conspiracies or world issue shits. Just personal, fun secrets :-D Maybe, when I am old, I'll write a novel... hmmmmm
Some info. I have updated my FRIENDSTER page ! The name now is SIDI ORAZA. Some 1990s popular Malaysian actor... The name is just... catchy. Feel free to visit !
Well, its nice to whine here. Feel free to leave comments, death treats, anthrax letters yadda yadda yadda... Thanks for reading my whining. And remember... Arsenal is the GREATEST FOOTBALL CLUB in the WORLD.
Zaki van Persie