Sunday, 20 January 2008
Well.. what can I say ? doing what I do best... lazing around at home.. and at the same time wanting to spend some time ranting hehehe...I kinda feel for my sis... been working day and night non stop... Well, I told her that she could quit her Starbucks once she had a full time job in the nursing industry... Yeap.. my sis is gonna be a nurse one day, God-willing. Soo.. come end of the month, I would definitely want to treat her to prolly one of the restaurants in Causeway Point... Seoul Garden or Swenson's or what not... But if I got thru with you-know-what... well, I'm gonna treat Umi, cocksterous brother of mine and my sis as well...
Been looking at the calendar... boy I didn't realise that time actually flies... Yanie's halfway thru her flying courses at Dubai. I've been in my job for 2 years. I'm single for almost 1 year 3 months now. My sis is ending her Diploma soon. Sigh... could bring me to tears, watching all these events unfold over the years. I've been through soo much in life... thick and thin. Looked at my police photos. Yishun South NPC. It prepared me well to face through life's challenge. But it did not prepare me to go through separation from the one dear to my heart. I need time, courage and patience to go through that. Still finding it hard to do so as the days go by... but managed to keep my life busy. Work is not the same anymore, knowing that there are people who hates you for being you. But that's life. You can never please everybody. Only God can do that. Even so, people can't be pleased about themselves...
As the days go by, I've not been doing what I've should be doing. Still trying to grasp hold of my life before I start again. I know, He have always been there for me. Listening, understanding, making it happening. God. I really prayed that I would not forget him as He would never forget me. He gave me bliss every Friday. Every time when I walked into His house, I felt like crying. Felt soo powerless, helpless, but yet have the strength to do things, think, execute your day to day activities. It is God's will. Do not forget Him folks. He never forgets you.
8 days more... Dear God... Help me through this...
Zaki van Persie