Friday, 14 March 2008
Hello folks. Sorry, it has been very hectic these past few days... so I sumtimes do not have the time to blog. So, bear with me during this period and I will try my very best to keep you folks entertained with my miserable life as the days goes by.My re-test for... sorry... second attempt for my driving license will be on 18 April 2008. I hope that I will throw away my nervousness and that I will be successful in acquiring my driving license :-) God-Willing.
Alot of things have been going on in my life at the moment. I am still fighting an everlasting war with my emotions and turmoils of the heart. Considering how bad a shape it is in right now, I cannot believe that it can still wage a war this long. I am torn between doing the right things and doing the things that I believe is right for myself. I hope along the way, I could do the right thing and not go on screwing myself now, in work and in life :-) I have made an awful decision in life already. Praying hard not to make another one :-)
I am soo happy for my sister. It looks like Mum didn't screw up with her two kids after all. Both of us have achieved some degree of success in life now :-) I just wish we do not screw up taking care of her now. Sometimes I wonder, it gets harder and harder trying to please her now. Maybe because of our non-existing father figure in our family. All I know is that we have 1 and a half freeloaders in the house now. I just hope and pray that the person(s) who brought pain, misery and suffering to our family gets their just desserts in afterlife, if not now... or later... Kudoz to my family for getting thru this with patience, tenacity and unity among each other. Thank you God.
Thinking of taking a professional picture of the four of us, happy family :-)... during my sister's convocation day :-) Hopefully, I will be driving a black Kia Picanto by then :-D Insya-Allah. Amin.
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