Sunday, 12 October 2008
I need to give ample warning. This post of mine is going to be explicit. It is not going to be friendly. It is going to be a no-holds barred post. Because sometimes, "I told you so" can't quite sum it up.I have forecasted that the 4 monkeys in the DNA leaderSHIT team would come crawling back to me after three months. No! Barely 1 month and 9 days, they already come to Mr emotional, personal, crappy, and nonsensical ME ! Citing reasons such as same team budgeting and nonsense, and that because of this I should help the team out. WHAT RUBBISH ! Segregation have been done before. The team is split into three departments before, under one billing. Piperlite, B2b and Catalog. What is the difference now ? Oh yeah. Monkeys are running the team now. THAT's the fucking difference.
I knew DISC profiling was a bad idea. But No. Mr SENIOR OPS MANAGER (yeah, someone kill me now) was fucking confident that it would work. Calculated risk, he said. She can do it, he said. All of us are equally good, he said. Where the fuck is that confidence now ? Why the fuck must you call me back, getting me to help the team just because I seem to be doing fucking nothing ? What about the Ops Lead's GIRLFRIEND ??? WHY CAN'T YOU ASK HER TIME MOTION STUDY AND JUSTIFY HER FUCKING TIME WATCHING HK DRAMAS while her team members needs to TRAIN OTHERS AND DO UP ISS CTO MIGRATION !?!?! MY GOD !!! AND I AM PERSONAL ?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?! AND WHAT ABOUT SOME OTHER FROLICKING FUCKTARDS ?!?!?! MOVE TO NEW SEAT BUT STILL HAVE THE FUCKING TIME TO FROLICK AROUND ?!?! MY GOD ! SOMEONE KILL ME NOW WHY DON'T YOU ???
So, it is okay for an OPS LEAD to give his GIRLFRIEND, AKA ATL, IMMUNITY ??? Oh, she can't do Intel when Shawn left. COS SHE'S YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND. EVERYFUCKINGBODY can't touch her cos she's got immunity ! She's the boss' girl. Oh Yeah ! We are running the mafia now... Well, in that case, WHERE'S MY TOMMY GUN ? THE BEST PART IS, I, YESSSSS.. I.. AM BEING PERSONAL.
I would even consider if Mr SENIOR OPS MANAGER goes down to earth, tells me, "Zaki, I admit that I might have made a slight miscalculation on this. So, we might need your help with running the team until we have stabilised", NOT PULLING SOME GANGSTER SHIT AND TELLING ME THAT I AM PART OF THE FUCKING TEAM DUE TO COSTING AND WHAT RUBBISH AND SORTS... Guess SOME people HAVE NO FUCKING BALLS to FUCKING ADMIT that YES, I MADE A MISTAKE... You need help, but you are fucking arrogant about it. Amazing. Guess humility is hard to come by these days...
They are suggesting that I should help on a small part of the catalog team. My God. If you fuckers can think of this small thing, WHAT ON FUCK'S EARTH IS GOING TO STOP YOU RETARDS FROM ASKING ME TO HELP ON OTHER THINGS LIKE SAY.. PROCESS, TRAINING, REFRESHERS ??? MY GOD.. CUNNING MOTHERFUCKERS...
Oh yeah, I tried talking to Mr Ops Lead. He insisted that I should justify my fucking time in there. My God. Can someone ask HIS FUCKING GIRLFRIEND TO JUSTIFY HER HK DRAMA VIEWING TIME. hp has PERSONALLY told me that my performance is justified on the SLA deliverance of my tasks and NOTHING MORE. AREN'T WE A MANAGED SERVICE TEAM THAT WORKS BASED ON SLA and NOT TIME ?!?!?! MY GOD... WHAT KIND OF LIES CAN YOU FUCKERS COOK NEXT ?
Simple. You people are short of 2 staff now. Especially after I depart from the team. Now, you left that void empty. My God, do you really think that the team can survive without someone filling up that void ??? Instead, you burden the good staff with more work and leave the mediocre staff alone. Now, everyone wants to be mediocre... Amazing shit I am witnessing here.
The best part is, Ops Lead can just leave it to time to determine things. My God... wow... HOW IMMATURE CAN ONE GET. Yeah, Let time determine how screwed you are. Yeah, and he even told me to BELIEVE THAT she can do it ! WOW !!! Its all about belief, time and of course, friendship. Wow... I'm being personal here. He can even say that he'll hire one if I resigned from the team the last time. Wow.. more arrogance.
I am not holding back anything anymore. SHE IS NOT READY ! Confidence yes, Personality (WAT THE FUCK DISC) yes. KNOWLEDGE NO. EXPERIENCE NO. Transition from 3 to 20 is HUGE. And to have NO ONE TO TRULY MENTOR YOU, GUIDE YOU THRU LEADERSHIP, PROCESS KNOWLEDGE is RUBBISH. Especially when he only cares about fucking off from the team with his new post. AND YOU CAN'T TEACH EXPERIENCE. My God... Can he fuck off from there in the first place, now that chaos starts to brew??? FUCKING BLIND MOTHERFUCKERS... I can't wait for that day. Me ? That fucking ship has sailed. Its your fucking shit now...
My views fell on deaf ears, shunned away as absurdly gibberish, both in the past and present. Well, you 4 know damn well what I am capable of. Watch out for it, brace yourselves for it. Cause I'm going to bring my views to people who actually listens to them. I am sick of talking to deaf and blind monkeys...
Zaki van Persie