Thursday, 20 November 2008
I cannot believe what that has happened to me for the past few days. It looks like that things are turning out for the better. What they say is true. Good things come to those who wait awhile. Great things come to those things who wait awhile longer.I would like to thank the people who made it possible for me to change my job once again. Hopefully, this is the one that is better for me. I know that if something as drastic as "that thing" happened, there must be something good that comes out of it. Hopefully, this is the one. Out of pure sanity, people talked me out of tendering my resignation once again. I just wanted to be out of his sight. He disgusts me. I am sorry if people say that I am emotional but who wouldn't be after what has transpired. Yes, he irks me. Telling me bullshit about myself, how poorly I handled it and all that horse crap. I wish I would never meet a manager like him in the future. Thanks for wasting 3 professional years of my life. Motherfucker.
I took MC for the first time last Monday and Tuesday. High fever and flu. Woke up with a splitting headache on Monday morning. Mom advised me to go see the doctor and take a rest. Informed my supervisor about that. Went to sleep. Wake up at 3. Went to the Doc's at 4. Got laughed at by the Doc for not seeing him or any other Doc for the past 3+ years. Heh, must be wondering how stupid I am... Gave me 2 days, told me to take it easy and have a break. Heh, I deserved that, he said. Sometimes, I think these doctors have sixth sense of things. I gleefully consumed the MCs.
Went back to work on Wednesday. Greeted with Monday's and Tuesday's workload. My supervisor was agigated. She wasn't supposed to be my backup. Hah.. hope some motherfucker wakes up. But I'll make it easier for you. Get my replacement. That's all. Days of watching anime are over motherfucker. Ops Lead now. Please wake up. If you don't wake up now, when are you gonna do it ? Oh yeah, this is a workplace, not some holiday resort. Honeymoon's over... especially if its at the expense of your subordinates...
The unthinkable happened to me. After almost 3 years, gotten an email from her. Yes her... I almost cried when I read her email. I replied, leaving behind my handphone number. Believe me, the raging urge of grabbing the phone and calling her home is getting more and more unsatiable now... but I told myself to hang on. Wait. Just a while longer...
Zaki van Persie