Monday, 5 January 2009
Hehe. Happy New Year to all of you ! I know, its kind late, since we are 5 days into 2009. Yes, I have been busy. Enjoying life. Yes, I am counting my blessings now. Savouring them, treasuring them. Thank you God. I silently prayed on the stroke of midnight that I'd be a better person for 2009.Yes, I went into 2009 like a new man. New job, new beginning, really chucked my shit aside. Yes, you all know what I am talking about. No. Never a moment that I think, look back and say "Oh crap, I shouldn't have left." I'd rather be retarded than stay there. Thank You God.
I didn't even bother with resolutions. That could be why didn't get there. Then I laughed. Hah, cmon. Don't give yourself too little credit. All these musings played in me in new year's eve. I need to tell myself that it is all over. I have left it all behind me. Look forward with a smile. That's what I did. That is what I will do. That is what I am doing :-)
Aku bersyukur pada Tuhan. Aku diberi kebahagiaan di tempat aku mencari rezeki. Aku diberkati dengan ketenangan jiwa dalam diriku. Aku dijauhkan daripada perkara perkara yang menyakitkan hatiku. Aku berterima kasih kepada beberapa individu yang membantu aku dalam hal ini. Mereka tahu diri mereka. Terima kasih. Terima kasih kerana membebaskan aku. Terima kasih.
Pada adik ku, Mazeeks. Kau banyak memberi semangat padaku. :-) Dun kill me for this emo moment haha. Pada Umi ku. Hidupku dirahmati doa mu. Terima kasih. Alhamdulillah.
Aku berdoa. Berdoa untuk mereka yang memungkinkan perkara perkara yang telah aku nyatakan ini. Berdoa apa yang baik mereka beri padaku dibalas dengan kebaikan. Amin.
Zaki van Persie