Friday, 30 July 2010
it has been awhile since i've updated this blog of mine.that is because alot of things have been happening in my life.
yes, i quit my job again.
yes, i was disappointed in my love life again (see previous entry)
for the job perspective, i was feeling unappreciated.
by both onsite engineer team leader, by most end users, by the organisation as a whole.
once again, lots of promises made, but none fulfilled.
had enough of their bullshit, one day i woke up and decided that i don't want to do this again.
submitted my resignation letter :-)
surprised alot of people, but not myself. seen it coming.
once learned in maslow hierarchy of needs that all those factors have to be fulfilled in order for one's needs to be fully satisfied. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maslow's_hierarchy_of_needs)
realised that i was running on empty :-)
needs not fulfilled. lost purpose. resigned without job.
thank God, found a job just after 16 days of officially being unemployed.
got some things done in the house actually.
installed a wall switch for my wall fan, it is now sitting beside my light switch :-)
spend some quality time with mom and sis.
went Desaru again, picking rambutans, mangoesteen, and dukong (http://www.travelblog.org/Photos/2743998)
but none of these can match the sadness of watching a life go away, no matter how small it may be.
yes, i watch a cat die after some fuckass Comfort taxi driver ran over it.
never before have i felt so sad in my life.
watching that cat lie motionless in the middle of the road after being run over by that prickass cab.
i ran to the side of the road, holding my packet of tea, hoping and praying for a miracle.
it happened for awhile. saw the cat's head popped up abit.
not thinking, ran to the cat. almost cried, saw the cat writhing in pain.
carefully carried the cat by the underarms, and placed it beside the big tree.
said a prayer for the cat right after it died.
Life comes from God, returns to God.
never felt so helpless in my life.
could only prevent the cat from being a mush on the road.
least i could do was to let it die in dignity.
couldn't even close the cat's eyes, body in rigor.
two words for the cab driver. FUCK YOU.
hope the driver gets what he deserves.
Zaki van Persie